so here’s a little story of mine. so the guy on the left is my ex. we’ve none each other for about 8 years now. ever since i met him i been completely in love with him. in grade 7 we started dating for like a week and it didnt work. so now in grade 10 we tried dating again and we lasted 6 months :) those 6 months was live heaven to me. we didnt fight once and both mine and his parents liked each other so it was all good.so now were suppose to be friends but it doesnt seem that way like i havent talked to him in like 5 months and it kind of hurts me… cause he was like my one true love and i cant even talk to him any more. I love you and always will from the bottom of my heart<3 03.22.11<3 forever. so now the guy on the right is my current boyfriend. we’ve been dating for about 3 months, will kind of like 4 but in the last moth things been kind of weird. like i barely talk to him and when i do he says stuff to me like i love you and always will but then goes and turns around and starts hitting on my friend -_- so i really don’t know what to do with him. like i like him about then at the same time i don’t. so on sunday he decided to call me, and was like i like you and i wanna be with you but then turns around and says ooo but i have another girl friend. so why is it when i almost had another boyfriend you stopped me and then you turn around and get one even though you said we were still dating. like i don’t get all this trouble your putting me through. but from now on im doing my own this and moving on in life. like don’t get me wrong i like you in all but until you find whats going on with you then you cant have me. 02.07.12
as you can see i had a lot of relationship problems. hopefully they get better in the future.
these girls mean sooo much to me… we will always be friends/cousins/sisters for life <3
babies with swag. they’re already way cooler than i ever will be.
adorable .
You know what ? Yes I have changed. I’m not as nice as I used to be, because i dont want to get used or walked over, I don’t trust everyone and tell them my secrets, because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they’re only going to leave. I have changed because I have realized that I’m the only person I can depend on
I miss our late night convos .. I miss when you would text me everyday .. I miss when you would stay up all night with me and talked to me… I miss when you said that you’d be they for me 247…. I miss when we would try and have all nighters .. I miss when you’d say I love you and with a heart… I miss when you would say you’d do anything to be with me… Omfg I miss you and I want you back and I’m afraid that I may never get you back
Sitting here thinking about you. Don’t no what to do but cry. Why does it get to the point were i have to start crying. Crying for you to see me, crying for you to hear me, crying for you to be with me. And it shouldn’t have to be like that. When ever I get the chance to tell you something I always get scared. Maybe next time I can be brave and tell you. I miss you and wanna see you but lately it seems like I’m not getting the chain to. Hopefully in a couple of week I will have the time and we can meet up again.
The time it takes me to love you is the time it takes me to find someone else. Even though we been close for so long, it hurts me to tell you thing and it shouldn’t have to be like that. I think were good together but on the other hand I think we shouldn’t be together. I’ve none you for a lot years and we’ve been really good friends even though we’ve had our fights we still managed to sort it out and that’s what I like about us. Your not like any other guy I dated. When I’m with you I feel like a different person. I no they say that your not suppose to change for anybody and when im with you I don’t have to cause I no you like me for me and that’s all that matters. You are my one and true love and I will always feel this way no matter what.
Why does me not being with you hurt so much. every time i see something with your name I think of you. Lately that’s mostly all I’ve been seeing cause with out you with me i feel empty. Before we use to be together all the time what happen to those days. I feel that the longer were together the farther were getting pushed away from each other. Maybe I think we should take a break from us. Even though im completely in love with you I still think we were better off friends and maybe we can try it again later. But right now I need to figure out what’s happening with me first before I can have you.
